The Reflection that I See
When I look in the mirror, the person I thought I knew is slowly fading away. It's the whole idea of planning this perfect story of who I thought I was. It's funny that it could be a person or thing that makes you realize that it's just not so. So I woke up this morning taking a good look at myself and realize this portrait I painted is not me at all. Did I start this story because everyone in my life and society decided to tell me who I was. That's just it how can anyone tell you who you are if they don't know who they truly are. The real truth is someone who knows who they truly are. They will not have the time to explain who you are. When you accept everything about you, you are in constant learning mode. It seems that learning all that is about you is one of the biggest books you can ever learn about. So the reflection that I see is telling this new story that will not only affect me but all those who knew the old me.
Monica is the girl of my dreams and I can't wait to get married. You look a lifetime to found the person you want to spend the rest of your life with. I don't have to search no more because I have found her. Well I have a phone call to take......
True Love /Toxic Love
The differences between true love and toxic love is something no one knows the differences. Well I can't say that for all but it is a nice size number. Well I thought this article would be something to start the conversation.
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Tonic TV Network
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Letters from Trey
It's been weeks now and it seems like we are back where we started. You open up then shut down the famous Not So Committed Monica. I don't know how much more my heart can take this yo-yo of a type of love. I have made it clear that I would be moving forward. It's funny how I keep saying that and found myself always thinking of you. I even put myself out their and start dating more. I can say that knowing how much love I have for you makes it easy to be open to love. It's just not with you but I am thankful for experiencing the type of love that I could give to another. You don't have anything to hide from the other. I know you open up to me as I do to you. I can also tell that it's something that scares you. They talk about meeting someone and you will just know them inside and out. It's nothing that grows over time you just know them as they do you. I knew from the very moment you we're upset,happy etc.... The fact that you take the words right out of my mouth before I could even get them out. When you don't feel good, I just know. This takes years for some to do but this took only hours maybe even seconds. I just knew we we're meant to be. I say all of that knowing that to truly love you is to let you go. I hope he truly knows how special you are.
Behind the Scenes
Well it can finally be said it's a wrap for the cast and crew. I have to say I am so grateful for the help that I had with getting this project done. I truly know that I could not have done this without a great group of people. Those who know me, know that I can be kinda of a one woman show. Everybody did a great job working as a team and getting the job done. This was a great group of cast and crew to work with. The universe brought the talented people and we made it happen.
Thank you !
Screening For Cast & Crew