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You Are Not Your Parents
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Get inside this commitment phobe head and find out how she really feels.
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Shoot Days for NSC Monica
Cast will all be there and this will be the big one. Love scenes, are tough but someone has to get them done. It will not be me but my Cast our troopers. They are a pretty awesome group of people.
January 30, 2015
January 31, 2015
True Love Contest Winners
Here is what our readers had to say about True love. I would like to thank our readers for participating in our True love Contest. Monica J
True love is two people who come together to make a third energy giving them the opportunity to connect on all levels. They will reflect back to each other making their common goal to better each other. This is the holy trinity, that is connecting on all levels.
Being in love with that special someone that's in love with you just as much unconditional love at 100%!!!!
Two people who love each other to the core of their beings. They accept each other for who they our.
This email got to me and I thought I would give a response.
My parents have a beautiful relationship but it would take them years to heal all wounds. As a child I could remember them being cruel to each other. It would be the violence that would stick with me the most. This is what they learned from generation before them and thought it would be their relationship. They would go on for years like this. Now up in age, they move past it but it still hunts them.It seems as if they act like it never happen. This is what would start me on my path. I decided long ago that I would not have this type of relationship. Did this backfire and I've walked right into this and not even know it? That I bypass the violence and become a witness of verbal abuse. It's not just one sided, because I too am the abuser with my words. This is not what I invision for myself or my children. K. Miller
Well My Dear the first step is to admitting that you play a part. You would not be the first to adopt you're parents habits good or bad. It will be up to you to break the pattern for you and you're children. My Mother would always say if she heard me say how I wanted to be like her. " No I want you to be better than me" I did not get it at first but she was setting me on my path of individuality. It took me to move away to realize that my Mother story is her story and hers alone. It does not stop us from doing the exact same thing because it's in our DNA. It just seems that you are very aware that love does not hurt. It just so happens you got caught up in what you have already known. That's ok because we are not perfect anyone who say otherwise might just be in the boat with the rest of the world. I say if you can repair your relationship but remember that you're children too will remember as you did. Children are smart creatures and feel when love is there and thrive off it. If the abuses is too much from either side what am I saying? If it's any abuse verbal or not, it's not worth it if no one wants to get help. You don't stay in a relationship or marriage, just because. My mother would say relationships are not perfect. That is true but love does not hurt. You have to know you're self worth enough not to stay. Besides if you are not in growth mode and I'm not talking about materialistic. I am talking about mutual respect for each other. No hitting below the belt or hitting at all. Love does not hurt, it make you grow,be better for self and each other.
Love Letters from Trey
I have been back for weeks and you won't answer my calls. My heart skips a beat as I wait for an answer. Who I'm I kiddding sitting waiting for you to show up. If my ego was involved, it would be badly bruise. If you wanted to know, I have been spending time with my foster parents a-lot. I thought you would want to know that. I went on a date with Mia Thomas the other day, but I only could talk about you. She's a pretty nice girl to put up with me holding onto you. That's it I'm holding onto what I know what love should be and is. So for whatever reason you fight even just being friends. It's hard to imagine not being friends. I resepct that you are in a relationship but I don't respect that you would give up our friendship. I find myself ranting about this matter of the heart all the time. It just seems I'm lost when maybe it's not me at all. Again I hold onto this flame in my heart, only to watch you avoid anything to do with love.